siblings are like?

Fri - 23/6/06

came back from work an hr ago..
attachment at obstetric ward is pretty cool!
some may find it boring..
but, i kinda like babies..?
And u see mothers looking longingly at their newborn child, eager to hold n caress them..
simply amazing..
i may really consider taking up midwifery course in da future.

next monday, i'll be working in gynae ward..
should read up more on it..


i learnt n realised...
"THE MORE U LOVE, THE GREATER THE FEAR OF LOSING"

fear, i always have in me.
how can i fight it..

i should probably rest..
mm, iren's back fr bangkok..
i hope she bought me something!
=DD
i did ask her to get a bag for mi ^^

frens we need

mon - 19/6

1st day of work at KKH..
babies, pregnant mums..
=)

i had insomnia last nite..
so frustrated!!
it always happens when i'm too excited abt work n stuff..
could it be d alcohol?
nah..prob cos i've been sleeping in late d past few days..

played pool n dine with wan er yesterday..
she bought a shirt for her dad..father's day.
me.. i cant be bothered.

iren msg me early in d morning.

iren: hey..i'm off to bangkok lo..take care yea..Don't miss me..Ha..i will!
me: okie..have a fruitful trip! take care always!!
(my heart felt warm at tat time, being missed.)

=p

first time

16/6/06

i cant talk no more..
my throat is hurting!
sore n painful..

perhaps, i've been talking too much lately?
or late nights..?

i woke up pretty early today..
accompanied iren to mediacorp..
then to fort canning park for a trailer shoot..
it was my first time there...
quite an eye-opener!
i would love to go there again..
iren n her co-partner, winston look compatible together i say..lolz!
while they were shooting, i went exploring the park myself..
ate at the only restaurant at 'THE LEGEND'..
pasta was yummy.

everything ended pretty early at 2pm..
on our way back, 3 of us took pixs in the train..
only managed 1 nice shot..lolz..

ate a bit at mos burger...
then, headed to play pool at bukit timah..
haiz..i'm still $ short so iren paid for it 1st.

after tat, both of us took a bus back to her place..
we were contemplating on where else to go..simply too bored!
anyways, chilling in was gd..
had so much fun, thou its for a while..

i don noe wat else to say to jon
he wants to think for himself
nothing we say will stay in him
if only he understands.

15/6

its thurs, 15/6/06

i'm financially limited..i think i barely can survive 10 more days.
but, this sat- liquid, really wanna go..
no other means, have to give up thenn....
=(

sat, will be having swimming session with relatives over at cousin vincent's place..
i hope i get tanned enough..except for my face. odd. no idea y..
i shall apply lots of sunscreen lotion.
=DD

sometimes, its hard to be alone..
i tend to think on d negative side..
hatred, evil things n stuff..
whew!
gotta get over it fast, if i can...

2nd week of break

wed- 14/6/06

i noe i'm procrastinating.. not a gd habit at all..nana~

past few days, have been slacking at hm..watchin tv n sleeping.
bummer.

i did went out for a while yesterday..
shopped with wan er at bugis..
been so long since i met her..
miss her la.. (if she reads this, she definitely will think i'm mushy..lol)
took neoprints with her..our usual routine.
i was rather moody, it affected her mood too..sorry yea!

anyway, the neoprints look gd! proud ye! =p

n today,
went out singing with her,iren n roy
from 2-7pm..
was fun..
i certainly did wanna stay longer if possible, haven sang enuff..
oh ya, one weird thing happen to me while wan er was singing...
my tummy churned, butterflies in it..those kinda feeling all indicating to excitement n nervousness..

i remembered once, 3 yrs ago when i was at sammi's concert...
it happened too.
i guess its tat sort of feeling when u really like the singer, when she sang really great..
n u're so happy to be there to listen/witness it.
indeed, i'm quite honored. =DD

3 cheers for wan er!!!!
sounds quite drama..watever.
i'm a fan of hers..my buddy.


later, roy drove us to geylang for dinner..
i had beef kway teow...
they had frog porridge..eww..

okie, now i'm bored again..
youtube here i come.

clueless

wed- 7/6/6

hang out at my fifth aunt's place..
d whole afternoon devoted to shopping online.
gosh, i bought lotsa vic secrets panties..lolz.
too cute to resist! =p

stayed over last nite..
din sleep well..
my nieces are so active during the night..
had a hard time getting them to sleep.
weixin is so "wei da"..three children leh..looking after them 24/7..
oh, heard that she's going back to nus to continue her degree.
tough mum indeed!

as for me, i'm feeling clueless..
mind's a blank.
my holiday is so stagnant!
WHAT! Y?! HOW?!
tat i'll have to figure.

i'm hitting my sheets..
to be continued........

eski bar

tues - 6/6/6

i got changed right after breakfast..
got a call from iren..
we played pool at bukit timah..
i met her neighbour named chris.
he plays piano so well!
i seriously think that those who plays music r sentimental peeps..
agree>>?

i mean, their presence n the music combined..just makes one's heart melt.
lolx~

later in the evening, i met up with auntie n gang for drinks at eski bar.
truly a CHILL out place!!!
nikki n i noticed tat our toe nails changed color..no blood circulation..
i certainly do enjoy last nite..been quite some time since i met up with them.
daniel brought his fren, audrey whom is interested in being a nurse><
i say its gd!
she's very vocal..no prob being a nurse la..
unlike me..lolz!

auntie sent us home at ard 11pm plus..
saw her new 5seater car.
its exterior is a darling!..white i like.
cool~

right now, its raining cats n dogs...
i'm famished..=(
rain pls stop~

later, i'll be heading to cousin alvin's place..will be going online victoria secrets' shopping.
SALE IS ON>>>>!

monday- 5/6/06

yesterday i went for threading (eyebrows) with iren at clementi..
was gd..5 bucks.
then, we headed to sushi tei at taka..
first time there, food n service is excellent!
we shopped ard..chilled at spinelli..
we din like the drinks there though..

i got a call from lindacousin, my job's to get a cake for my grandma.
we were having dinner at east coast jumbo seafood restaurant.
everything was served so quickly, i believed we finished eating at 8pm plus..
cousin vincent was terrible, he made a scary face...n racheal cried..

i asked cousin pauline to drive me hm cos i couldnt take my dad's ride...
way back, cousin pauline was saying all those stuff i din wanna hear...
it made a little sense that we din love our dad enuff so tat's y he needed a woman(his gf)
but, ppl's opinion does differ...
maybe i don like wat my dad is offering..
but on one hand, he thinks he's giving a lot..which he thinks we don appreciate.
wth

i don wanna tok abt this anymore...
so now its the kids fault for not being sensible enuff, caring enuff...
honestly, i say..i'm not perfect.

DONE.

some gd change i like to have

life's pretty simple now..though it gets complicated as fast as it can get.

starting from today, i get to do wat i want n anything at all...
previously, i thought of getting my tat in june..
but i gotta postpone it..
financial crisis.
okay, i'm not dying yet..
but having not enough money can kill one mentally immediately!
lets not go there...

i shall turn my attention to my plans for these 2 wks.
*plan A - get lots of exercise, fluid n sunshine.
*plan B - chill in at mum's place, hit my jodi picoult bks.
*plan C - go out as much as i can, eat-drink-play-shop...

plan C is so not gonna happen. i'm left with A & B..
help!!!!

ps: i'm still mad at my dad, my volcano's cool down a tiny bit..eventually, I"LL MOVE!!!