so many things on hand.

thurs, 27th july

just got off d phone with iren,
most prob be meeting her n wan er tml..
havent seen iren for a week or so..
serene..too
peishi..a long while..
n ee..
next sat they're planning a gals nite out`
hope it doesnt clash with mint's visit to sg..
;?

there r a couple of things i thought of doing these days..
like karaoke or a movie(Lakehouse)..
unfortunately, u need "ppl-place-time" to match>
wat a headache!
lolx!!
i'm actually bothered by how i'm gonna fit all those activities into my schedule.
Geez~!@@

okie, i gotta learn to control my emotion..CALMmm i shall be.
no worries..take it slow.
leave it to my dear friends to decide..lolz..

ohh, i bought d jeans already. comfy.
facial cleanser fr face shop.
n a tee fr esprit.
=D
shopping is fun!

my food khaki is always complaining of nausea after each meal we had together..
i'm innocent.. really.
=) each meal seems to be too filling for her..yeah`

no sch tml..
but i'm going back to do self-study..
a prac test on next tues.

tata

happy happy

Tues, 25th July

=D
happy as i am
All becos of uuuuu..
lolz!
i'm nuts!!
i guess its all mint n cher's presence~!!!
i can finally put my mind off upsetting matters..
at least til this friday?
..........

mint fell sick last nite..so she stayed on for one more day b4 leaving for kl..
i'm So missing her..
she simply brightens up everyone ard her!
luv luv

i din go for napfa test.
opps! too lazy le..

saw a pair of jeans fr P.O.A..
MUST buy!
my account is hydrated again..=p

out~

pending lots of things

Mon, 24th july

just finishing typing some work..
gotta doublecheck with grp members..
i'm so not ready for napfa on tues lo..
omg!
should i go take mc??

Chill out at siam reap on sat..
met a financial planner guy (fr sis n mint)..
he's handsome!
drooling~ lolz..

then mint's fren, zhiyong..
who looks a bit like my sis's ex-bf..
haa..

auntie got me a bracelet..
real nice of her!
its pretty!!
=D

club and drinks

Sat, 22nd july

jon's birthday yesterday!
have yet to get him present..
=p

i'm so exhausted la..
imagine sleeping only like 3-4 hrs since from wed nite..
i'm almost gonna be an alcoholic ..lolx!

went to siam reap at halloand v on thurs nite..
lots of action..bites n punches to kisses..
then had supper with mint n sis..

went to sch for 2 hrs of lesson yesterday..
followed by lunch at sakae with wan er..
so used to having meals with her..lolz..
now tat we r in nyp..

then headed to devils..
mint, zhi, sis n me n wendy went in early..
live band music is heavenly!
=)
met ben(wendy's sis's fren), who is a pretty interesting guy..
jo n his magic tricks!
russell n gang..
nikki n geri..

1st time clubbing with sis..hahaa..
i'm gonna psycho everyone ard me to club!
kiddin^^

later i'll be going to bugis..shop a bit..
chill out late.
=D

fun-filled day

thurs, 20th july

location is at mum's..
while i'm waiting for my sis n two other relatives to come back..
i thought i could use this time to blog..

this morning when i was on d train to sch, i had these thoughts..(cant remember either)
wanted to blog rite away..but i left my notebk at hm..haiyer!
no matter how hard i try to recall..its gone..
just like my weird dream on tues nite..
me on an island, with somebody obviously...bla bla bla..
the dream keeps repeating itself!
i was even late for for my tutorial, cos i couldnt wake up..
too engrossed in d dream~ =p

anyway, i met up with wan er after sch..
went back to blss together..
i din get to see my artefact! =(
was so dissappointed LA`
i don noe y i need my artefact back...

one lesson learnt b4: if u try, u will have no regrets even if u fail.
2nd lesson experienced:
if u try and it doesnt go ur way, it sucks totally, feels shitty..seriously, i hope i din try.

anyway, i was revived after d karaoke session with iren,wan er n ee..

next, clubbing at liquid n devils..
iren, serene, wendy, jo n louis..
music was fantastic at devils!
lolz~

hmm`
music therapy works best!!!
i'm so beaten.. mere 4 hrs..
but i guess, there's no rest!
going out later again to party!
dear me.

normal day

tues, 2nd entry..

i overslept, almost late for mental health lecture..
interesting lecture! dorothy n her acting skills cheered me up a bit..
learnt how to don gowns n gloves today for skills..
=)

the moment i reached hm, my mood was down to d valley!
i am so affected by tat b**** n the feeling in the house..
she n dad, aunt n grandma playing mahjong..
how pathetic`
it's hard to describe but nevertheless, d hatred i still have..
i wished immediately to leave this house..
thought of taking a walk by pandan reservoir.
but, tossed d thought due to tiredness.
haiz`

sch ends early at 11am tml..
i may be going back to blss to get my dnt artefact..
really hoped to get it back for memory sake..
=p

AHHHhhhh
i wanna go k..box
vent..vent..vent..

food temptation

tues, 18th July

not long ago, it was monday..
after i'm done with my hw..its past mn..
i'm not pleased with myself can..
seems i've been spending more time out than in..
not tat i like staying at hm..well, actually i do..when i wanna be alone~
i need a plan....
something that will keep me going in life without having to feel regrets!
sounds chiem`
Goals in life>?
gotta spend a while figuring tat out!
shall fulfill it one by one n i'll be feeling accomplished in life hah><
i'm missing out on a lot of things...
maybe its not in me to have them..
no one has it all..yea..

i've got friends i care for..tats one!
=D

i'll be nothing without them..they've been gr8 support to rely on!
thanks^^


draining..eyes r dry..
weird entry this is?

$$ eva so important

sun, 16th july

weekend is ending soon..
a brand new wk,
new knowledge i'll learn in sch or even "Dao Li"
its neverending~
so much we can learn from our peers, ppl ard us..
but whether we wanna follow or think on our own..
it's all a matter of choice, isnt it>>?

i really like analysing..seems like i'm always doing that..
watever for
i just don like to misunderstand things or ppl..
cos misunderstandings sure does break things up terribly!!
divorces, relationships..etc..
basically everything u can think of..
i hate it.

yet, most of d time one just chooses to use silence instead of explaining..
perhaps tats wat happens when u noe communication is impossible..
i just noe explaining is so hard..tedious even.
give up yea


gd news`
ah zhi n ah mint is coming to sg..
zhi got into nus, so she'll be staying here pretty long..
we(sis n me) Gotta start planning for their itinerary..
will be so broke la..
diaow`~
this kind of money cannot save de..
sounds like auntie like tat..
oh my god!

iren is back..lolz..
arrived in d morning..
n she wants to meet up for dinner already..
=D
i could be meeting wan er 1st..
now, i gotta get changed..

ps: hw not done yet..=p

m.o.s fri nite

Sat, 15th july

was at m.o.s last nite..
mich,peiqin,elaine, n mich's 5 other frens..
hoegarden, tequila pop, vodka, bailey's i drank!!
was tipsy in d beginning, but d crowd at rnb just puts it off!
try dancing when u're constantly pushed`
there really aint much space..
it was fun considering d company^^
took some pics, i should be putting up in friendster..

fadhli is such a dearie..
he sent me hm..
=D

to wan er: i'm feeling so much better le, xie xie^^

to nikki: wishing u da best trip to bangkok!!

zouk mambo!

thurs, 13th july

it's ladies nite as usual yesterday..
along with nikki n wendy, met up with her frens..
chilled at M hotel's pub..
then to Zouk.
was damn crowded la...
wasnt gaga..but still, quite an interesting nite!
so many new peeps i met..
=)

reached hm at 5am +
slept for 3 hrs only..
i'm so gonna make it up toNIte!
Sleeping is very important can...
our body repairs, renews, detoxify...etc....
but i guess it defers from each ppl..
some may think sleeping is a waste of time.
my mum says life is short..y spend it sleeping when we're alive?!!
indeed^^
still, i need my rest b4 i enjoy..;p

it's off to m.o.s tml..
with mich, peiqin n their frens..

recently, i'd found out i'm lactulose intolerance..
shits.
not too gd...unless when i'm constipated..
LOLx~~
til next time..

i've fixed my mouse..
at least for a while..
its operating on batteries..
i would need to get rechargeable ones though or else..
imagine the $$ i'll spend when it runs out each time...
but who cares><

aircon just got serviced..
i'm freezing even when d temp is 25 C..
goodness!!

will be chillin out with my gals later..
alcohol tasting!!
;D

ps: a brown top makes mi look fair...my classmate said today..weird~

persistence

P E R S I S T E N CE is da word!!!!

inhibited

tues, july 11th

i'm "mouseless"
something is either wrong with the rechargable battery or my multiple socket..
i hate it when i cant use the com..
everything is inhibited LA!!!!

v.pissed with dad.
he refused to buy a new mouse 4 me..
wat a dad..

there's so many things i need to do online..
research n stuff..
BRRrrr~`


recently dyed my hair to violet..
i adore it!!
still, it'd last for a week or 2..cos d colour gets washed out easily.
then, it'll be brown..
quite cool actually..i get to own 2 colours for d price of one.
=D

i'm wishing 25th of july is tml....=(

pennyless.

music n more music!!

sat, july 8th 06

these days..
been filled with sch, wan er, iren, serene, music`
wat i meant was going to karaoke session with them..
=D

my idol..wan er's vocals has been improving i wld say!
always gives me butterflies..she noes>

iren, my dear fren is in new zealand now..
i hope she enjoys herself!! weather is cool, mountains beautiful`
i wanna go to a cold country too~

had buffet at sakae's with wan er yesterday..
nice~ =DD
went for fan wei qi's mini concert at nyp's auditorium together next..
in fact, i was taken by surprise.
her songs r pretty soothing to d ears as well..(din take much notice of her b4)

later in d night, met up with nazri.
headed to siam reap at holland v..
erdingers...pixs...drunken episodes..
not me drunk...but i wld say my alcohol's level has gone down..
hmm..oh dear..
gotta drink more..lolx

wendy n i followed nazri to sentosa's chalet..(his frens were there)
had tidbits..n listened to 4 cool dudes sing!!
they r so GD can..
maybe to me la..
cos when they played guitar n harmonise..
its quite perfect!
plus, one particular guy is too CUTE n his voice is so gentle~
i'm sounding desperate..pardon me..
=DD

will miss their songs..lolx
just reached hm..
its 5am already..gonna ton thruout..
watch tvb vcd..

Have a gd weekend my frens!!!

shits

i'm very pissed!!!
never ever listen n do as they say..
cos when u do, they always find faults with u..
i hate my dad la..he's so ridiculous!!

in his eyes, i'm just an eyesore..
watever i do, he's saying i'm wrong..
wth
stupid stupid stupid..........

whoos~
its not fair laAAA


ps: i NEEDED to vent it out..excuse mi

1st day of last yr in poly

3rd of july

officially, today's my 1st day of my last yr in nyp..
i've gt this weird feeling...
i hope i can get thru everything smoothly..
gotta work hard this sem!
i aint gonna let my last sem's results get to me!
GO GO JIA YOU!!! 'quoted fr full house'

=D

met up with wan er for lunch at north canteen, since both of our breaks match.
went back hm together as well...
she told me off regarding my spendthrift habit..
tell me abt it ;>
its not tat bad actually..
cos wat "Spendthrift" really means to me when
one has LOTS of $$ and spends it away wastefully..
mm, tat i am not capable of..

but anyways, i'm spending way too fast..
merely a wk, n i'm only left with 1/4 of my allowance.
Opps!!!
gotta eat veg for the rest of d month...

have to catch some sleep..
sch early next day.

Sat, July 1st

Right now, its abt 5 30am..

24 hrs ago, i was at my mum's place getting ready for my last day of work at gynae ward.
after work, i met siti to go back to sch to buy our yr 3 lecture notes.
5 modules..
including a big project work.
looks tough.

alright, i suppose it's time to let down b4 battle begins!
had dinner at NOOCH with iren..
followed on, met up with jud ( knew him at ward 76, sgh..)
CLUBBING intended..
but,..crowd left after the fabulous show at 'Golddust' ended..din club at all..
i was very much entertained by the show.
those kinda shows u seldom get to see but definitely in thailand(full of such peeps)
get it?><
lip-sync, dances, live band music!
kumar fr channel 5 entertained the crowd with his 'talent'.
so called comedy talk.
helluva hilarious!!!
i would HIGHLY recommend my frens to go watch d show.
it's gd to release ya stress..
i just did@@


thou i knew d nurses, doc fr ward 76,
din expect to really chill out with them.
was great!
laughed non-stop..i wonder if i can sleep..?
luv to do it sometime soon..

out`