break wk i wanted a brake.

thurs, aug 31st

this break week is going way too fast..
can i put a brake on it? just like a car..
i've so many thoughts abt this moving to my mum's..
definitely not regrets i noe.
just feel tat ppl are cold..those close to u don even seem to be half as real as a stranger...
fake.
disgusting.

dad said to me last nite: u want to move?
me: yes.
d: where?
me: mum's.
d: where r u gonna sleep?
me: mummy's bed..where else....
seconds later....
as he was closing my room door..
d: you three are so useless?! (ni men san ge dou mei you yong)

immediately, i shouted after him " staying with you doesnt make us " you yong"
he's crap la..meaning to say we are bad kids that leaves home..
in the first place, we're not like rebellious or wat.
IT IS n HAS ALWAYS been his fault that all of his kids are leaving..
he deserves it.
i bet he's rejoicing.

n for one moment, i foolishly thought he would apologize n ask me to stay..
which is impossible.!!!

i'm so gonna bring my com over to mum's no matter wat.

my brow is frowning..
i'm glad i was out with waner yesterday..
certainly felt so much betta` =)
on d contrary, i got a big bump on my head from knocking against a cab..idiot!

i'm heading out to town again soon..
meeting jas..
off!

moving is so much hassle

tues, 29th Aug.

i'm bumming at hm..
packing my things..
this i want, tat i dont need..oo..this is so old.....
my hair is turning white la just tidying it..
moreover, this time rd..i gotta evaculate everything from my room..

i went shopping yesterday with amelia n lydia..
bought two tops n a bra.
this particular tee says " Friends r forever, Guys r whatever."
=DD
insanely true.

n on sunday, mummy's birthday..
she bought joo chiat's black pepper crabs for dinner.
so delicious!!

all of a sudden i get so moody!
i need a haircut!
music therapy too!

tiredz

sat, 26th Aug

lets assume its still friday now while i'm writing this entry okies.
i went kbox with wan er at orchard cine after sch..
=D
enjoyable as usual`
shop a liittle, ate at sushi tei..thumbs up!!
my dear fren did a great job curling her hair..pretty!!
o..oo.. i realise i'm feeling so sleepy tat my entry sounds so random..LOL~

followed by pubbin at siam reap..when i arrived, my gals were gaga already..
how i wish i came earlier..
ordered a glass of sour apple on rocks..
loved it.

bought serene's birthday prezzi few days ago..
hope she likes it..

heading to east coast early tml for helluva fun n food`^^
class outing..if it ends early, i may wanna go liquid..
nikki says it's closing fer renovation after tml.

prays hard the weather is cool tml~

nothing much actually

tues, aug 22nd

it's chilly in my room..eww..
was chatting in msn just..wan er n alvin cousin in US
michelle helped me tinted some pics with a particular program..
not bad!

nothing much to write..
wat i'm sure is i'm definitely not having mood disorders like i thought i was b4..
our lecturer gave a interesting analogy today..
i cant remember..
memory is SO BAD..

i'm going to gym tml with mich aft class..

monday bored

mon, 21st Aug

lessons from 1pm to 5..
started on the module, Care of the Acutely ill (emergency)
doesnt seem like a nice subject to study..quite complicated.

i've thought of having a warehouse sale..=p
i realised i'd kept a lot of unused pencils,pens, eraser..etc..(pretty ones)
all of them mean so much to me, been storing it up til like forever..
would anyone need encyclopedia?
storybooks?
geez.. its such a waste to throw them..
all in good condition..
who should i ask?

mum promised to get me boxes.
waiting.......

mm, abt tat tattoo i wanna get.. i'm still figuring....
looking thru so many designs online..
one cannot rush into having a tattoo..its for life`
;)

diary

sun, 20th aug

at mum's place now.
a week from today, i'll be calling this place my home..
=D

went to m.o.s n devils last nite..
peiqin, hyu, weixiang n wendy...
it was boring initially cos m.o.s was so packed with ppl..
but devils changed it all..
i only managed to sleep this morning at 6am..
my eye-bags R popping!

n the day before, i went swimming with iren,mich,peiqin n wanting..
so much fun!!
i've decided to keep doing this..lol
must lose those calories`

Some plans coming up!!

* steamboat with classmates on 25th
* class outing on 26th Aug (bbq n pitching tents) - should be great fun~!
* shopping!!!
* "BAN JIA"
* wendy's chalet on 31st

my week break will pass so quickly with all these programs..
=))

melodious

thurs, 17th aug

time is running fast,
i'll be having my one week break from 26th onwards.
pretty excited abt it, cos i've planned so many things to be done..
time is so important to me..but my sis thinks i'm so time-conscious, tats y she hates going shopping with me..=p
cos, after half a day's retail therapy, i wanna move on to d next program...
too bad..she havent shopped enuff.

it's just in my nature..i find it hard to quit it. geez!

side track a bit.
let me recount wat i did yesterday,
met up with wan er after class..
bought tidbits n bummed at my place til 5pm or so..
one spider freaked me out.. n d heroine saved da day>
wan er caught it in a paper bag n set it free at d grass near my void deck.
seriously in disbelief!!!
a girl's natural instinct upon seeing an 8-legged creature wld be to
a) run n call for help
b) simply spank it?

wat can i say? i'm proud of her!! =)

then, we walked over to d pandan reservoir..
simply chatted...
as usual, she had to sing..just casually..
there's this particular song where she sang it with a thick voice..(i think)
it sent chills to my spine!
not those horrible kind of feeling, just tat i was sensitive to it..
hmph..
weird.

after she left, i got bathed..
headed to ginza plaza..
FORGOT to bring my handphone. smart.
called sis n asked where she was using a payphone..
met up with sis n bro at kfc.
Initially, when my sis called..informing me of a meeting>
i already figured it has to do with me moving over to mum's place..
true enuff, when she finally spoke.
but in a version i never thought of..
she actually drew up a plan indicating d household chores distributed among the 3 of us siblings..

OMG>
cute. but not sensible..*shakes head*
nana~
LOL`

she also mentioned abt having dinner frequently together..(siblings bonding la..so sweet!!)
immediately, a thought came to my mind.
wat? meeting to debrief abt household chores not being done?
n d punishment ah?
lolx =D

all in all,
i'm sure i wont regret wat i chose.
i want HIM to regret.

happy birthday to my fren

AHEMs..to a 18 yr old gal, finally legal to club..lolx

~happy birthday to u, happy birthday to0 u~
~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WAN ER~
~HAPI B"DAY to UUUUuuu~

**ZHU NI TIAN TIAN KUAI LE**
^^XIN XIANG SHI CHENG^^

flu bugging me

tues, aug 15th

i totally gave in.
to the flu bug.
i thought i could survive this tiny ordeal of mine..
turns out d watery mucous in my nose is really mean..!!
it never fails to drip out whenever it wans to..
Irritating,
Stuffy,
BLOCKED NOSE.

i brought d whole box of tissue..n i used it up..can u believe this!!
even had to shamelessly ask for tissue paper from my dear classmates,
whom are all nice peeps..LOL

called mum, she came n fetched me to the doc..
doc gave me carbinoxamine maleate n lozenges(blackcurrent)..
alrite, cheap consultation. i hope it cures me.
doc offered mc to me which, i greatfully rejected..haiz..
y? got lab lessons tml..i don want to makeup for it.
hmphz`

my voice has changed.. amelia said i sound like a tape recorder^^ wth
LOLZ`
i'm mumbling all these while, not tat nice huh?

i should knock out soon! d flu tablet's making me drowsy.

rainy days i like, except today.

monday flu

mon, aug 14th

kinda realised i always have a habit to blog whenever i switch on my com..
yea, i'm in my own room (which, my dad says is his. dumb!_>+(
okie, it'll be totally his when i moved..if tats wat he wants.

i'm moving for sure!
if i cant stand his shit, i should do it back to him..
but i'm not tat kind of gal..if only i could..
haiyer`

i should start packing.. so many things arh..
books, clothes, bags, shoes, some rubbish n radio n tv?
n the CPU n LCD monitor...
i'm so serious abt this. no doubt.

i'm picturing this:

me wearing shield n all..
carrying all my things, tough n determined...
forever leaving my present house..home if i had..
like a fiction story bk.
hurr!

i'm ill i think.
feverish, blocked nose..oncoming other symptoms...
i'm not seeing a doc yet..
i have faith in myself..it will get better.
future nurse yea..
heal myself.

my account is dehydrated..kill me.

some random comments.
some girls just have nothing better to do..
so they bring up the past, telling everyone how they've lived thru it..
n scolding those they thought din.., assuming is all they could.
how smart.

if i could, i wanna get away

sun, aug 13th

apparently after friday's emotional struggle i had..(so drama)
auntie saved me.
went to iguana..
had margaritas..lotsa..
silly games like "hai tai" got me drinking a lot.
Got a bit woosy tipsy`
i'm glad i have them ard..auntie,nicole,wendy..

was so tired i slept for half a day..
n on sat, played pool with iren..
n today, i'm off to sing my lung out at kbox..
my usual buddies..wan er n iren..
iren left earlier.. whereas, d both of us had dinner at pizza hut.
AM really FULL..=p
shopped a bit..i think its my 'spending worm' acting up..
din get to buy anything, instead i kept on urging wan er to buy..
LOL

i'm so addicted to pretty things! who isnt?
=))

if i could, i wanna get away.

Fri, 11th Aug

i'm really weak..
i don noe wat to say anymore..
i'm crying non-stop..
my dad is a jerk!
he's accusing me!
fucker.
he's childish..saying things like "i'm scared ah, ur eyes so big" (apparently, i only looked at him..not staring lo)
"u think u're big ah?"

i'm feeling so sick..i hate him.
he even threaten me saying things like.."u'll see wat i''ll do.."
wth! if he dares beat me.. i'll call 999 immediately!

i'll do better without him.
I WILL><

AGRHHHHhhhhhhhhh

always out!

thurs, 10/8/06

just half an hr past our national day..
n since its public holiday, there's a need to party rite!
owells, after sch ended on tues..
had a swimming session with michelle at this club in bukit batok.
the place is lovely..enjoyable!
i got a slight tan..
on the other hand, chlorine is bad for my hair!!
=p

afterwards, went to siam reap to chill..
russell n gang..nikki n auntie..
its been so long since i got tipsy..i think.
i go weak on beer..especially when i drag.
geez`
tipsy is gd thou.

off to cine to catch a movie with them..
turns out to be my worst fear! LOL
"see no evil"
paying $$ to scare myself like wat wan er said.

N today(wed), i experienced truely y some humans r complain queens or kings!
when there's eva such rude service provided, no one can tolerate.
not to mention unequal treatment.
my karaoke mood was so affected can
moreover, 2 n half hr is too short for 3 of us.

wan er, wendy n me continued with shopping..
not much at suntec.
headed to bugis..
met up with jac n her bf..
nasi lemak for dinner.
i like d rice. Oh, did I MENTION pepper lunch is gr8!!
...pool at fusion was d nite's last program.
=D

a note: mercedes cabs may look comfy. but some drivers>?
BULLSHIT. crap lo..they like to delay n earn midnight charge.
true>?

escape

sun, 6th Aug

my aunts are here from malaysia..
bringin them to dinner n karaoke is definitely necessary..
both of them will be working for my dad from now on..
big business mah? only a hawker.

i wanna escape.
i cannot possibly enjoy with them with that bitch ard.
go to mum's place..
stay there for a few days..
doesnt seem appropriate..they will be here for quite a while..
am i gonna hide from them?
nah..
peek-a-boo i shall.

my house sure is a motel hah..ppl come n go! including me!

i have got 2 tixs to ndp..
from cousinvincent..
the view will be gd he said.
but i cant find anyone to go with me..
stupid.
who wants??

....

fri, 4th Aug

woke up at 12noon..
i vacuum, mop, tidy up my room.
ironed my clothes, washed d toilet..
did skipping for only 10 mins..=p
...i think i've accomplished quite a bit..lolz

i should be doing my homework now..
n so.. i thought maybe not..
i gotta fill up my tummy 1st yea..

san gu gave me a call just now n asked if i have d giordano member card..
of cos i don..
..reminds me tat i've not been swimming lately at her place..
i may wanna go over later..
depends..

so many things to do yet, i'm procrastinating.
watever.
it will be done nevertheless.
=D

here or there

thurs, 3rd Aug

haiz..
i thought sighing is a gd way to relax..
but i guess..there's many other better ways!
i should really get started on a healthy lifestyle..
well, at least on some aspects..=p
i'm not leaving my alcohol..lolx
ppl would say alcohol is bad bad bad..
still..it din matter..i'm not like a heavy drinker la..

i've got d whole day tml to my own time..
no sch..but, homework n housework!
geez..i hope i enjoy..

i ate crabs n beehoon n curry chicken for dinner..
how fabulous! gram's da best.
i mention yesterday saying i'd longed fer her crabs..
n she cooked it today.
LOVED.

i wanna live my life..no restrictions or watsoever.
is it possible
do i need ppl's approval
wat i feel is important may be otherwise for others,
vice versa..
ridiculous

Food i cant resist..Lake house is cool~

wed, 2nd Aug

i think today is nurses day..?
SHS celebration.. din attend..=p
cos i met up with cher right after my lesson ended at 9am.
hang ard at her campus, nus..for a short while..
took a quick tour of her hostel..
her room is so tiny..everything is equipped..but it just seems to lack of a thing..
warmth feeling><
moreover, no aircon in her room.
i'll say i'm fortunate still.

then, headed to west mall to catch "lakehouse"
along with wan er, we did a bit of shopping..
a mini incident caused her white skirt to have podka dots..
=p

anyways, i liked the plot of lakehouse..
very intelligently filmed.
=D

mm..my tummy isnt feeling well..
was it d wan ton noodles? was it d chocolate?
or ice-cream last nite?
;)
sinful`

ps: i found my skipping rope!!! guess i'm gonna skip those kilos off~

busy i seem

tues, 1st Aug

fast!!
4 days since i last blogged.
last friday, i finally went kboxing..with wan er^^
i seriously liked d song by fan wei qi..
"yi ge xiang xia tian yi ge xiang qiu tian"
A rhythmic meaningful song~
friends r just as important even when u have ur darling..
=)

then, i met up with iren for a few rounds of pool at jp.
chilled a little at mos burger..
went over to nicole's place for booze`
lots of ppl..
sang a few old songs with pam..
was nice!
took pixs as well..
i shall post 1 up..



clear pic? nice work by nicole..best photographer! lol








n my weekends were spent at my mum's place..
also, i'm done with 3054..passed my skills assessment..yeah!!
now, i really need to sleep.. gotta be in sch by 7.30am tml..
but gd thing is, only an hr of class`a presentation.
=D