yet another lonely day

okie, the title sounds so depressing. erase that.

like most days of my holis, i'm by myself doing the things i need or wanna do..
n today, i'm at the lib using d com again..
routine stuff except that for all you can see,
i've gotten myself a new makeover for my blog.
looks classic n scholarly yeah..=p
i guess this is the only template that i've quite succeeded on
after several failed attempts.
=D

i sort of "left home" last nite with the intention of not going back...
at least not till my anger has died down..
seriously, when i'm all capable enough..
i'm gonna buy a secret apartment or hiding spot and move in when the need arises,
where nobody can find me, when i'm pissed at the whole world..

well in fact, yesterday.. it was my mum.
friggin absurd behaviour!
if only children can do the things what parents does to them!!

i shant upset myself no more..
i want private moments with my book and a glass of hot chocolate!
ciao

runaway!!

wat a coincidence for the day,date n month^^
the number 5
oki watever.

payday is one of my happiest day i suppose.
items in the "must buy" list gets striked off one by one..
it felt so good n proud to be standing in the queue paying for it..
even BETTER to get ur hands on it..lolz..

i'm shamelessly addicted to jodi picoult's books..
just bought another one of her novels ' Harvesting the Heart'
plus ' The Memory Keeper's Daughter' by Kim Edwards.

i believe i was standing rooted at Borders bookshelves for more than an hr
contemplating on getting two other books by JODI PICOULT..
god save this girl
nuts!

so hard to resist..
but i eventually had to.
ten other books back at home accumulating dust
n i havent even started reading.
damn!

oh yeah, it was so enjoyable shopping alone..
it's all me =D

but i'm sure tml's east coast outing will be just as fun~ ;)

quizzes n more

saw this from nicole's site, kill some time.. =)

Your dating personality profile: Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance. Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.

Your date match profile: Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw him out of his shell and get to know what he is all about. Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Stylish 2. Big-Hearted 3. Liberal 4. Romantic 5. Athletic 6. Shy 7. Sensual 8. Traditional 9. Adventurous 10. Intellectual

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Shy 2. Practical 3. Athletic 4. Romantic 5. Big-Hearted 6. Stylish 7. Intellectual 8. Wealthy/Ambitious 9. Adventurous 10. Traditional

chill out session

may 19th, sat

slept at abt 5 am plus in the morning..
went chilling out with iren and peiqin..
met a few of iren's frens too..
i absolutely love white wine la..
i'm so tired now..
but i don think i can sleep when i reach home..hah..

alright..wat should i do next?
threading for my eyebrows>?
so irrelevant i noe..
maybe a haircut soon?
hee..

okie, i wanna declare something!
i'm so in love with my new perfume~!!
perfect scent!!
to me..
=p

=(
i'm wishing for a ?? laptop

it's my holis, i should enjoy!

okie, just a recap of some events for the past 10 days..

for work, i've already signed the employment documents..
gotten my uniforms, shoes, name tag (staff nurse) etc..
will officially start work on june 18th.

still got a mth before i turn mad..lolz..

my godfather came to visit for 4 days..
mum n i had dinner n supper with him on 3 nights..
thou my relationship with him looks distant,
nevertheless, it's a warmth feeling i've always wanted..
when i'm with him..
i'm glad he came.
brought happiness to me n mum..
it's funny how things can change with a person's words n actions`
n i hope whatever he said wasnt a lie.
even if it was, it was gd enough.
i cant expect more. =D


2 days ago, i went to get my eyes checked n i'll be
expecting my new specs to be ready this coming tues..
;D
new look i hope.. probably even more nerdy..lolz..

yesterday's seoul garden session, supposedly a class gathering..
became pathetic when only 4 of us turned up.
still, we enjoyed each other's company..
who cares if the rest dint..

i bought versace bright crystal perfume!!!
it comes with the body lotion n shower gel..
i'm really contented now..=DD
basking in my dreamland of sweetness..haha..


my siblings, aunt stella, grandpa n i have been playing
bowling almost every sunday..it's really a fun sport!
i used to play/train by myself on weekdays
when i was 13 or 14 i think..
loved it~!!

well, if i ever had more time and chance..
i would seriously consider bowling as my 2nd job..lolz..
have my own bowling ball, shoes n gear..
throw out strikes n earn big bucks^^

if all goes well, i may be able to go hong kong
before my work starts..godfather sponsor..lol
'prays hard' =p


i was listening to the recordings the last time
i took when iren, wan er n i sang at partyworld..
most of em was wan er singing..
sometimes, i thought to myself.. even a simple phototaking or
video recording can capture moments one can forever keep!!
it's such a great invention!!
it can bring back those moments where u can hear n see them n think of em
even if ur loved ones r not with you..

so cherish is so important yea`

watever`
the flu tablet isnt working on me.
i gotta rest now.
tata!

mixture of feelings..

mon, may 07

i'm feeling like a cocktail now..wat a mix!!
the weather out there now is burning~
i went to sgh today to get my employment documents,
there's medical checkup, uniform collection n a briefing on employment terms..
face the truth girl,
u're starting "work" soon!!
perhaps for the past 20 years,
i've never really thought i've got to rely on myself totally..
now is really time to wake up.

sometimes i secretly wish for wonders to happen..
wishes come true,
miracles happen,
everyone's happy,
no sick ppl ard..

all seems fictional`

My Break

Sunday, may 06

i'm proud to say i've finally got through my prcp!!
i've been longing for this holiday LA!!
except i'm still in sg..no where to escape into..hai..

i'm looking forward to all types of activities..
eat, rot, slack, play, sleep..
even send my cousins off to the airport at midnite..=p

did i mention my godfather is coming to sg..i'm so excited to see him!!
rotting at essential brew now..=D
brownies i like..n photowhoring with iren.. hilarious experience..
tiring arh!!!!

peace~