gonna splurge

i really enjoy the this time of the month..
when ur account's more hydrated..n u have a couple of days rest..
even better when u add in retail therapy n simply just splurge on food or anything!!

all smiles~

meeting iren later for dinner..
n i was thinking i could bring jon n mum out for dinner tml as well`
perhaps at a restaurant.

goodness, how am i gonna save $$ like that!?

i miss karaoke, no khakis thou..

fragile

uncle waterside passed away recently.
it was a shock for everyone of us.
aunt sarah's devastated.
it seems 2008 hasnt been such a smooth n happy year afterall
for my family members n me.
arghz.

is there anything i can do

simply learn not to have expectations for others..
u either get disappointed, or the other way round..furious!

back to yesterday,
i was so exhausted from work...
some days will just burn me out completely!!
reached home ten pm plus, just in time to catch my fav
american idol 7 contestant ~Carly Smithson~
gosh, last nite her performance was "solid" even thou
it wasnt her best one yet i think.
last week was better!

my off day today, went back to sgh to sit in to a talk
on handling psychiatric patients.
some stuff familiar from wot i learn back at sch..
but nevertheless, useful.

back hm now, kinda hooked to playing online mahjong..=p
will be meeting qs n wendy later for dinner at vivo`
miss them.

or even a karaoke session later in the nite><
will be doing nite shift tml for 4 days..
n afterwhich, i should be using my hard earned $$ to reward myself..
payday on 25th..=D

feels so good to satisfy ya cravings once in a while.
which i did!
prata..
3 n it's not enough..
gosh..i'm a glutton..
i'm playing online games..rather cute at viwawa..
got to sleep now,
morning shift tml..

should have some plans for sat.. my rest day!

developed rashes overnight..some were bites..
damn irritating..
n vertigo is just picking up with my flu all at the same time.
now, i got to be on steroids.
my doc did some clinical tests for me..
checking if "supposedly a stone at the back of my ear
could be pressing on my nerves"..
n asks me to go back to her immediately if there's hearing reduction..
sounds all too crazy!
i do admit at times i'd always needed someone to repeat wat they say..
but i hope that's not a sign.

sensitive skin n ezcema..very tiring aye!!
ugly!!


sudden craving for ramen..yums~

helpless

just a call,
sudden realisation,
a short conversation,
everything changes.
the world falls apart.
it's back to square one.

it's helpless cos u cant help..
maybe a few years later..all's in ur reach!!
damn.

it's hateful.
i detest 'the gamblers'

y cant it all be simpler..
ppl be less greedy..
think of the ones close to u,
cos it's affecting them even when it's ur own shitty business
aint it true/

american idol 7

my personal favorites

1) carly smithson (her great vocals, inspiring)
2) luke mernard (he's cute!)
3) michael johns (great sense of presence)
4) david archuleta (unique voice)


out having lunch at cafe cartel..
i really needed a back massage..
next off day on monday..
nothing else to blog abt..lalala
til next time.

u don get wot u want

u go to work as usual..
writing nursing report on patients case files..
the 'date', i so often write..
but most of the times, we just let the day go by without thinking much..
perhaps years before, one could have spent their happiest moments
on that particular day.. but now, it din matter no more..
cos every single day is different..
new events, new things, new ppl..
one proverb proves its right!
"the only thing that doesnt change in lfe is change~"


lunch at sushi tei paragon with iren yesterday
went shopping next..
n only bought some facial products..
then we headed to central m, met up with wan er..
had abit of jap food again at waraku..
followed by drinks at highlander.. music was great!!

i wish to go back to high school days..
so much more carefree..