Ridiculous!!

It was a sunday two days ago...i went down to my dad's stall to eat noodles..i intended to pack food up for my grandmother...then, wat they thought as an easy act i could do was to also take "d woman"'s food up too...immediately, i thought "y should i? That damn woman isnt crippled is she?" So i told my sis tat i wont n shant do it~ i'm only gonna take my grandma's food up.

Sis said i was stubborn n will regret wat i did.."wat d hell can i regret..i don think i'm wrong.."

She also said dad did not mean to call me down to get the food just that since i happen to come down, i "could" take it up for her...

Urgh! i replied "NO WAY"~

At that moment i really thought i can deal with everything thats gonna come....like his scolding n all.....

RIDICULOUS~~~~~

Sis said my dad's not gonna tok to me anymore or give me money just because i treated him in that manner...like shit lo..i'm so pissed!~

Is he threatening me? I don like being threatened. I'm stubborn. Yes.

I just feel he is becoming so childish n all..thinking i should do as he say just because i'm living in his house...God save me...i need to get out of here asap.."tears just flowed"

My sis n bro dont seem to mind that damn woman's presence....y? y cant they be on my side...am i being unreasonable...y must they be on their side? HYpocrites...so now, he's the big shot just because he owns the house?

i never thought it would be this way.

Am i to stick with it?

Or Let go my beliefs?

I need to be stronger.

I shant be look down upon.

I can deal with it.

Just give me Strength.