nothing better to do

i'm just gonna scribble anything that comes to my mind..

yesterday i went back to school for tennis..
Its been 6 mths since i last played..
started running,..did some routine moves for warming up..
then all of a sudden, i had giddy spells..hell scary!
i quickly got my wallet n went to d nearest vending machine
to get h2o..glucose drink would be better cos i'm hypo-ing!
i tried my best to stay sober, leaning onto a wall..
gulping 2 packets of drinks as fast as i could without choking.

When i felt better, i went back to the courts n asked
coach if i could take a break, which i did.

As i was resting, i looked at the other players
(don know them, assumed they had been
practising for a long while before i came)

They played so well..while i....really sucked..
6mths..n they r already so gd...if only i hadnt missed my training..
i will be that gd too? probably not, i have a low tolerance or rather
i should say i cant endure panting away...
Geez~ coach asked me to practise more n go back to train on sat morning..

I'm still considering.
If i love this sport so much, i wouldnt be thinking that much...
my worries, like aching pain, chest pain, tired body after training...
Argh~ i'm impressed with athletes who can run all day man n not sweat..
how am i possibly gonna take all that?
I'm simply a lazybum ar..
wat to do..any other sport that doesnt require running?
mm..swimming then~

If only i have the stamina

planning to watch pride n prejudice later with nikki n pam
hope its a gd movie