fun-filled activities

i'm at mummy's place..
had dinner with sis, worked for her a little bit..
spent the whole afternoon at aunt stella's..
she cooked d "BEST spaggetti" (hope i spelled it correctly) in d whole wide world.
so many ingredients n the taste is TOOO gd...

even watched dvd "flightplan" with them..
mummy keep pestering me to tell her d ending. =p
i kept my tongue tied.


yesterday, was supposed to go back to nyp for revision lecture..
but, i overslept..stupid.
woke up at abt 10am plus..
me, nikki, wendy n jacqueline headed to jp for brunch.
then followed by a movie, "yours,mine, & ours"
was alrite.
then, nikki left home..
3 of us continued to lot 1 cos jac had to buy her bro's bedsheets.
As we browse ard, me n wendy saw n bought similar tweety bedsheets..lol..
(i already spread it on my bed. ITs sOO pretty!)

walked ard..sweets, piercings, dinner n ktv, not to forget photo-whoring!!
the day was spent lovely.
gonna ask wendy to send me those pics..=DD
my pocket is once again emptied.

exams coming up.
i must do my best.
tats a promise.

pre-exam celebration for me!

believe it or not..
i'm already on pre-exam celebration mood on last friday..
went swimming with michelle n elaine early in the morning..(actually they were late, so i practicaly swam alone..lolz)

sch ended at 3pm..
but only when all my frens left, did i realise i spent all my remaining money on food. ANd, din have enuff to travel home. PaTheTic!!!!
called mummy for help. but she is only free after 6pm..
Gosh~! my mind went blank. i even considered walking home>?
nuts.
lucky me, found one other classmate still in sch..borrowed from her.
finally, back home..relieved!
I will never let myself be in such a state. terrible man..

at abt 8pm, zhiwei drove..along with nikki, weixiang, pamela..
went to polo club..
auntie was already there with ben, geri..
wendy, jacqueline,rich n mevlyn came later..
ate n booze a little..

the girls including me had a mini make-up session in d ladies.
geri n nikki helped me with d eye-liner..
i looked odd..
lolx..

left for hm at 12am plus..
woke up d next morning at 12pm or so..
i think i've been sleeping too much..my neck hurts..=p
din do much on a sat evening..just slack at hm thruout..
i din eat anything d whole day..almost a miracle!
but i simply cant resist my stomach's growling..
So, walked to 7-11..grabbed some snacks.

i'm saved once again.
my a/c is hydrated le..lolz.


right now, i'm over at wendy's place.
today's some gals nite chill in thing..so ya..
have already watched 3 epi. of 'full house'..
its my 4th time watching it. but still just as good!
nikki is busy with her essay now..shh..shall not disturb her.
wendy...napping.

hah~ "jin tian bu hui jia~!!!"
out! ^^

things happen for a reason

sch as usual til 1pm..
was planning to go hm n rest,
but iren called n ask me out..
met her at boon lay interchange..
n headed to SIM..
she wanted to seek enquires abt their degree of business marketing..
i think it suits her..

cabbed down to holland v's crystal jade to have dinner..
we were so full by then..had to walk to buona vista station..
home sweet home!

oki now..every single cell of my body is itching for alcohol..=(
been a while since i last drank.
sounds addictive..?? i don noe..craving lo..
probably after this friday..my last week of 2nd yr..study term i mean.
then i shall have a mini pre-celebration for myself before exam starts next friday.

no time to waste. Gotta study now for my reassessment of pract test!!!
out!

mind cafe

i slept longer than i was supposed to this morning.
no choice, gotta cab down to school.
i'm down on luck as well..
poor n very poor~

even the bank cheats me..
i was topping up my cashcard in sch library..
but d machine declined 3 X of ten dollars to my surprise..
i thought perhaps there was error.
so probably no money was transferred out of my account afterall.
To my horror, when i checked my account, 30 bucks were gone.
moreover, the sum did not go into my cashcard..
I'm hating every part of this.
ARGHHH

today's michelle birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
well, i went out with da girls after school ended at 1pm..
headed to 'mind cafe',
a place where you can play board games, card games..others..etc..
was great! the games there were pretty interesting..i laughed hard..lol..
company was awesome!

after, we played pool at paradiz centre(just opp mind cafe)
we couldnt decide on wat to have for dinner..(malay frens..halal required)
me n da girls walked to plaza sing for kfc..
whereas, michelle n her frens went over to lau pa sat.
had zinger meal..filling! =D
parted with hyu n peiqin..me n wanting went over to lau pa sat to join the rest..
fad drove us back without knowing his way? gosh!
we were simply heading straight all d while til we saw d signboard "AYE jurong"
LOL~!!! i'm saved!
anyway, sg is small..no way to get lost yea?

okies, my hair is dry le..
time to hit d sheets`
sweet dreams! to myself>?
=p

Fear

humans r humans..not perfect beings!
i guess i'm going thru this adolescent-adult development stage,
whereby i'm trying to figure out my identity n place.
u noe..afterall, there's a gap between being a teenager to adult yeah>?
hates. troublesome stage in life!

okie. yesterday, when i went to nuh...
i had to cross d overhead bridge, which is really SCARY!!

NOW, to date..
my fears have shot up'

- cats n dogs
- animals except elephants =p
- heights
- in a compressed area..like crowded lift..stuff like tat..I CAN get breathless!!=\
- walking home late at night? sometimes, my street is very deserted`
- assessments by lecturers..
- presentations..


i can get so panicky..gosh~!

anyway, i can never get over them. tats for sure.

sch starts at 8am tml til 1pm..
tiredz as always.

Secrets

life is full of secrecy.
which is wat i hate.
y cant ppl be honest n upfront.
yeah, i noe white lies are inevitable..
my brother just told me a secret.
something he thought he cant tell the rest of our family members..
he already Assume tat they will nag at him..
he is really a bcp...soon he will be in deep shit.
goodness! i don noe how to talk him out. yet he forced me to promise not to tell anyone.
Wat am i to do???

i'm at mum's place today.
not intending to go hm..
my maternal grandma is staying over at mum's place as well..
it's my 1st time staying at mummy's n not telling dad..
i don think he even care..so y bother rite?
i thought family ties are important..
u never know when they will leave u..

but for my case, i guess my dad will not shed a tear for me if i die one day>?
i'm so mad n troubled these days..
besides tat i failed my skills test(foolish me!)
also, tat B**** is stirring up quite a bit of nuisance>:(
i'm irritated by her totally.
my home will soon be gone.
dad is extremely insensitive..allowing her son to stay in MY HOUSE.
though i noe i'm not d one paying for d bills.
I'm itching to kick them out! (just imagine my evil twin get over me n i'll be happily kickin their arse)
i'm no longer nice.
wat the hell><>
i'm not gonna give in i swear!
i shall safeguard my room!

okie..cools.

to iren: thanks for accompanying me yesterday. had fun playing pool with ya..i'm feeling better now. heart u many many!! =DD

berserk!

FED UP!! how come i get so blurred!! Damn research methods!
lydia said i'm stressed. i think so too.
but i thought the pressure is building up..tml's pract skills test gonna make it worse..
help!! i need to let out~
ERHGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!

time waits for no one

its 15mins to 2am..
my eyes r dry..
i Need to go to my slumberland..
but prob after bloggin..
sch ended at abt 1pm today..
i bought april's issue of cleo..
nice..
a gd read while shitting..hahas..
=p

something M18 happened on monday when me n lydia were swimming in sch..
guess wat? "free blue film" quoted from lydia..lolz..
apparently one couple chose to display bold expressions of affections in d pool..
they r already almost 1/2 naked..still, in the hot weather..they actually could hug n touch n most terribly masturbate + blowjob. i din really see it though..cant be bothered le..

Did have a gd tan from sunbathing..
=DD
i love swimming!

sidetrack a little..
i'm still not talking to my dad. unless necessary..i don noe if its a wrong move>?
i simply cannot pretend all that he's done is right.
he may not be feeling gd abt this for all i noe..he may be disappointed in me..
but most imptly, I din wanna talk it out with him prob cos..
i don wanna let out ' u disappoint me as my dad'..
n lose everything..maybe i already did.

steamboat n more!

finally done with theory tests for all modules after research methods..
have a presentation for research methods this coming thurs n d very important "must pass" skills test on friday.

Before getting all stressed up abt them, i decided to have a mini-pre-celebration. Lolz!
my motto is to enjoy while u can..=p
after sch on friday, i and amelia,lydia went over to ben's place for steamboat.
Was yummy, filling n cheap(was supposed to share d cost but ben offered d treat)
We bought n prepared the food..halal steamboat i had..1st time..

Michelle wanted to club at m.o.s tat night..but shit happens.
So, i had no where to go after steamboat..n chose to watch a movie instead at je centre.
bought movie tixs for "big mamma 2"
waited for show to start,.....waited...n waited...
to my horror n despair!...d ticket i had was for tml's 1045am..damn!
i immediately checked it out with d tix seller..
though she offered to get me the 1130pm show, i rejected..was angry la!
cabbed hm after.

no choice, next day...sat, watched d movie. was alright.
went back hm to change. N hurried to meet xiaogu at je mrt station..
gonna go bugis to shop..
lindacousin met up with us there.
ate lunch at mos. burger..
bought more facial products at 'the face shop'
added up d receipt from my last purchase to this time, i got my membership!
i'm gonna try to use sunscreen milk for d 1st time in my life..
not tat its dangerous or wat..lolz..

walked abt..to bugis street..
then, abt evening time..went back to cousinvincent's place with xiaogu.
was planning to take a swim..
but iren called up asking me to have dinner together.
ee n serene will be joining too..
since its been quite a while, i said ok..as long we meet somewhere nearer to joo chiat..
they wanted steamboat(2 X in a row for me)

off we ate at marina south..
enjoyed dinner last nite totally!
then, planned to go karaoke...
i was hesitating all d while cos i din wan my aunt to wait up for me since i'm staying at their place.. in d end, still went..
sang n sang..ee n me kept urging serene to sing with us..
she paid 28 bucks n din wanna sing..goodness..
i went back at 1am + while they continued.

Early this morning, lindacousin n her hubby came over..
had breakfast together at d coffeeshop downstairs..
slacked ard, chat with them..til they had to leave to check out cars..new car they will be getting.
xiaogu zhang came to legenda at 2pm to drive us back..
when i entered my rm, i was shocked~
room was pretty untidy lo..jialat..been lazing ard..din do housework..
now gotta be singapore maid le..
byebye

sunday, sunny day! =DD

evil vs me

i woke up bright n early this morning..
morning lectures sux but at least i get to eat my fav mac breakfast..
recently, i've been running to the loo..
found out d culprit- bitter medicine tat chinese physician gave me.
i suppose its gd to clear my system =)
BUT,..so troublesome..who likes going to d loo tat often right>?
i'll be able to finish up d med by this 2 days..so i wont have to suffer anymore...^^

Only started studying for skills theory test today..like 5 hrs b4 d test..
hopeless i noe..but i studied hard la..
so, i noe i did ok. =DD

reached hm at 6pm+
surprisingly, ah di gor gor..my cousin from malaysia was at my place..
he is supposed to be flying to shanghai tonight fr sg..i wonder?
anyway, i miss him la..but i don really have anything to say to him except..
"how come u're in singapore?"
foolish isnt it?
i guess i like this cousin of mine has partly got to do with his character.
He's quite similar to me. Or rather, we share d same horoscope n personality..lolz~
oh well~

i'm been Tolerating!
noe wat><
i din mind that my aunt n grandma plays mahjong everyday at my house..
most imptly, wat hurt most was them playing mahjong with tat b****
"Happily" i suppose..>=(
Its not only the worst noise pollution ever..its even d most dreadful scene!
they^ i don noe whose side they r on.
all they care abt is to gamble..crazy.
Even more wonderful, they keep asking me to have dinner with them..
cool..fabulous dishes..d company like shit.
one B**** is sufficient enuff to kill my appetite!
so all i could do is say i don wanna eat to keep their mouths shut.

there's more!
whenever i wanna tok to my dad abt something..he's busy with tat evil horrible B
how am i suppose to treat him with respect?
Share my probs with him?
call him.."hey, Daddy"?
No Chance At All
i'm sick of them n everything..
i probably don have a home at all..
i try, i get a bump..
i hope, i din get nothing..
i cry, its no use..
i get mad, ppl think i've got a screw loose..
i don talk, ppl think i'm rude..
i don go home, no one cares..
i'm destined to be left alone.
wat other choice
am i enjoying all tthese????

physically or mentally strained?

watched 78th academy awards last nite til 1am..
reese witherspoon won d oscar for lead actress in her movie "walk the line"..
i really admire her..think she did a gr8 job..
was late for the morning lectures..
i'm still adjusting from the late hrs i could sleep thru in d one week break..
give me a break!

came hm at 5pm..was planning to take a nap b4 studying for tml's test.
but, the toilet 's plumbing system is rather faulty..if i bathe now, i would probably be stuck in filthy water..useless.
we called the plumber but he's late.
very late lo..should complain to his boss..
wat kind of job attitude is tat right?
now i do believe that a plumber's job is sacred..no kidding..tsk!

i'm sleepy n smelly(not tat i sweat a lot, still...)
only thing to do is laze ard..i'm so not gonna study in this State!!

time wasted

had lectures from 11 to 1pm..
following that, i left sch early..skipped tut n lectures in d evening..all becos i had to see d chinese physician again n i needed a haircut..

same old procedure she did for me..just additional "ba guan"..
now, my back is filled with 7 red round circles..aftereffect..
then, it was a wasted trip to the salon i usually go..both salons off day..how unlucky..
so, i decided to go my biao yi's salon at clementi..
cut, wash, treatment--> 51 bucks..

saw uncle patrick after a while..he too had an appointment for a haircut..wat a coincidence!
mummy also dropped by for a haircut after me..lolz!
then, uncle pat drove me back..

thinking back..d hairdresser suggested tat i perm my hair in the top part, leaving the sides n fringe straight..says its really pretty.. only if my hair is longer..haa! too bad..
perhaps next time after attachment, i might consider.

argghh~ i'm running a flu!
two tests coming up for this week..damnit!
pray tat i get thru it!

quizzes

did these tests earlier..

You are an Intrapersonal thinker

Intrapersonal thinkers:
Spend a lot of time thinking about and trying to understand themselves
Reflect on their thoughts and moods, and work to improve them
You understand how your behaviour affects your relationships with others

So me!!!
try it..
http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/

yet another test.

Your answers suggest you are a Mastermind
The four aspects that make up this personality type are:
Summary of Masterminds
· Visionaries who put energy into achieving their goals
· Prefer to work independently and dislike inefficiency
· Think of themselves as logical, thorough, and bright
· Values practicality and common sense above ideas and theories
More about Masterminds
Masterminds create a vision for the future by gathering and organising information. They then develop strategies to achieve their goals. They have a rare gift for looking at almost anything and seeing how it can be improved. These skills and the Masterminds' high standards often allow them to reach leadership positions at work.
Mastermind is the least common personality type in the UK, according to a nationwide survey.
Masterminds value independence and prefer to work on their own. Once they have decided on a course of action, Masterminds rarely change their minds, although they can be persuaded by clear reasoning by someone they respect.
In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Masterminds may cut themselves off from a group and criticize people who don't understand their plans. Under extreme stress, Masterminds may overindulge in sensory experiences like eating, shopping or watching television.
Masterminds often have an unusual sense of humour, which arises from their ability to spot surprising links between seemingly unconnected facts.
Mastermind Careers
Masterminds are drawn to jobs requiring logical analysis or abstract thinking common in science or technical fields.
It's important to remember that no survey can predict personality type with 100 percent accuracy. Experts say that we should use personality type to better understand ourselves and others, but shouldn't feel restricted by our results.

3/5/06

out for karaoke with wan er early this morning..
sang n sang til 2pm..
i din have any place in mind to go..so she suggested bugis..
off we went..d 1st thing i bought was 'all round concealer' from red earth..
my eye bags r literally popping out k..the rescue!
then, also bought a black nylon pants at bugis street..
we walked ard, took neoprints..lolz..was all frantic after each shot, wondering how i should pose for d next shot..goodness!

Iren wanted to have dinner together..so we met up with her at cine..n went over to marche.
my strawberry margarita costs a bomb..eww..
i had roast chicken leg plus crepes for dessert..
all d while, iren was eyeing my crepes..hahas..

oh! did i mention i Finally bought a 'four-leaf clover' hp accessory..been thinking abt it for a long time..its so pretty!

N since we din want to stay out too late,sch tml mah..only me=(..decided to chill out at coffee club. wan er drank this mango tango, i suppose its sounds delicious already yea~
i chose strawberry garden tea..Gosh! Wat's with me n strawberries?? LOLZ~
iren had earl grey..usual.
So, wan er commented tat i keep having the nice drinks n food today..whereas, they din.
anyway, both of them said tat i look like my cousin vincent..i don noe y..my cousins don think so..hmph, how come only outsiders see the diff><
so our conversation started from lame qns i asked to iren's ghost stories- rather creepy~
i guess i'm not bold enuff..
watever!..never can be..

^^ iren's gonna be a aunt in a day's time..i'm happy for her n her sis! wishing her sis a smooth delivery! Ahh..i'm so into being a student nurse..tat i kept telling her stuff i know abt handling newborns..not much la..cant remember too..opps! gotta study le..

off to sleep. gd nite.

casual weekend

had an enjoyable day shopping with wan er on thurs..
n to think i actually waited for her for abt 40 mins or so?
while waiting for her at d station, i had a sudden urge to write out my feelings..
if only i had a palm top with me, i would be able to type it all out instead of having to write in my tiny notebook.

so, d feelings tat had a deep impact on me was from something i learned from one of the actor in this tvb drama which he starred as a knowledgable optimistic father who always tells stories to their daughters..however, every single story has a moral behind it.
Its so educational watching this serial.
one of those morals is to "treasure wat u have"

went to marina square n bugis..i bought quite a lot at The face shop.
face masks, toner..etc.. n got a big calendar of 'Kwon Sang Woo'..=D
dinner at sakae was gd.



Friday, spent it with auntie.
She accompanied me thruout the day..
went to temple to pray..several before finally finding the right one..lolz..
afterwhich, chill out at taman jurong's mac for a little while then she drove me to the chinese physician..my neck n shoulder has been giving me some trouble quite a while..gotta treat La!
So the fastest remedy would be to have acupuncture.."needles n electricity treatment i call"
a little scary!!
Still i braved it with d tiny guts i have..=))
later on, me n auntie found ourselves in 'wine garage'..
rose wine was nice, sparkling wine n some finger food..
was really comfortable..just d two of us..chatted..
left for home at 10 plus i think.