time waits for no one

its 15mins to 2am..
my eyes r dry..
i Need to go to my slumberland..
but prob after bloggin..
sch ended at abt 1pm today..
i bought april's issue of cleo..
nice..
a gd read while shitting..hahas..
=p

something M18 happened on monday when me n lydia were swimming in sch..
guess wat? "free blue film" quoted from lydia..lolz..
apparently one couple chose to display bold expressions of affections in d pool..
they r already almost 1/2 naked..still, in the hot weather..they actually could hug n touch n most terribly masturbate + blowjob. i din really see it though..cant be bothered le..

Did have a gd tan from sunbathing..
=DD
i love swimming!

sidetrack a little..
i'm still not talking to my dad. unless necessary..i don noe if its a wrong move>?
i simply cannot pretend all that he's done is right.
he may not be feeling gd abt this for all i noe..he may be disappointed in me..
but most imptly, I din wanna talk it out with him prob cos..
i don wanna let out ' u disappoint me as my dad'..
n lose everything..maybe i already did.