life's a mess

i guess life is all abt problems n how u solve or get thru them safely..
n if u dont, u feel troubled.
as simple as tat, but ever hard.

there's so many "Ys"..????
y make things so complicated..cut away all those yssss...
sail thru life simply.

i tend to think a lot..
perhaps it isnt gd.
y this, y that..but no one can help me.
yeah. no one..

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din sleep well..tat stupid bitch n her family were screaming early in d morning.
so irritated! ARGHHH~~~~~~~~~
i had to get out.
got changed n left home.
went to mummy's place.
when she came back at abt 3pm, i complained to her abt how bad daddy had been n all those shits... she said to ask me to accompany her to the lawyer's. she's gonna sue dad.
should have done so earlier.
she wouldnt have suffered so much.
i thought it may make things worse if we sued him, he may repel...(u noe how rubber band works? d more u stretch, d more force u'll get back in return)

been really angry these days... i'm trying to forget..i keep going out..
still, things remain the same.

how i hope~
my entries r happy ones.

it's already 1am, i'm not tired.
came back hm an hr ago, met up with iren n thomas for dinner at tiong bahru plaza.
watched a movie.
had nothing better to do,
chilled outside mac..
afterwhich, kelvin came by after work..
drove us back.
he told us abt his clients..some big shots who just arrived in sg..
crown royal family or something..
how impressive!
$$$$$
lots!
lolz =p