holidays are nice

mon, 25th dec

it's x'mas day!!
had a spread of x'mas feast at nicole's place yesterday!
i really appreciate auntie's effort..=D

no idea y i got so moody n tired,
i left early at 1am plus..
i'm sure the others had a great time.

new yr is coming!!
should i start planning my new resolution?
or have i not been keeping at it><"

i'm super duper keen to watch the movie "confessions of pain"
guess?
=p

takeshi kaneshiro!!!!!

hopelessly devoted to him.
lolz..

sis is whipping out a 7-course spread right now.
calories r accumulating..geez!

ealry christmas celebration!!

sat, 23rd dec

spent the day at cousin pauline's place..
had neo garden buffet..was gd!
played some games, drank a little,
got a forfeit to kiss my cousin-in law's leg..lolz..
all was nice n warm
=)
ooh.. i received a lovely photo frame as an exchange gift!
i simply loved these kinda gatherings..give me more`

karaoke session was cancelled but i borrowed some dvds
from girl jie to watch tonight..
jolly!!

remembrance

fri, dec 22nd

i'm so glad its friday.. who isnt right?
weekends, where most could take a breather at their own pace n time..
=)

on the bus ride back from sgh,
i was listening to class 95 fr my W850i..
this mobile phone of mine sure stands on par with mickey phone,
with its many functions..
i'm thrilled.
as i was saying, those evergreen songs like "i swear", "that thing you do"..
oldies, sentimental love songs always manage to stir my heart..
i like!

very excited abt tml's christmas party at cousin pauline's place..
even more keen abt sunday's party at nicole's.
i'll be so happy yeah

wed, dec 20th

let this be a random entry.
printer.
i never realise the importance`
y are printers so faulty?
i need it so badly to print out my case study.
what can i do..

saw a couple of my seniors(attached to the same ward as me)
who were students before but in less than a yr, they are already in green uniforms!
officially nurses.
sounds scary, cos it's my turn in a few mths time. =/
oh, did i mention i met liping in ward 63C?
right now, she's studying in nus-nursing as well.
=)

it's nice to catch up with old schmates yeah!
that familiarity, memories..
okie, i gotta rest now..

getting started again..

tues, dec 19th

2nd day at sgh ward 63C..
still trying to get used to the environment..
there's a lot to learn..
oh pls..n a a grp presentation on a certain case..
i should jia you!!

serene sweetie bought me a cup from disneyland in hk =D
even got to eat "lao po bing"..

the rain is so heavy these days that my back is aching again!
i was alarmed to know sis fainted today on the way to the clinic..
luckily she din have to be admitted to the hospital.
she's been vomiting n having diarrhea to the extent tat
she requires oral rehydration salts..
i hope all will be well by this weekend..
cos it's christmas~

party party.
mm.. would love to have a cup of hot chocolate
n marshmallow..

spoiled?

sat, 16th dec

grandparents came for a visit.
sis cooked carrot cake(she claimed it's the best!)..who knows..=p
i'm still watching the korean drama 'goong'..
i ought to stop being a lazy bum..i noe.
a mth of attachment begins this coming monday..
i think i will suffer from insomnia tml nite..hate it.

y din i agree to join leslie n the guys to zouk last nite>?
should i regret...
no use.
time waits for no one.

sadness

fri, dec 15th

i sold away my mickey phone,
so much unwillingness i felt..
it's been with me for a yr..=(
somewhat like a 'kiss goodbye'..
i kinda grow more attachment to my belongings than to ppl>?

comparing my situation to a few mths back,
i think cash is ever more important`
hp bills, school fees n insurance fee..omg..
i'm in a sticky mud!!

i just dont get the school.
how is it possible for the school fees to be escalating
when i'm only gonna study for a month next sem n graduating..????!!!!!!
haiz..real pissed!

new yr's coming..
i'm not looking forward.

am i prostrastinating?

thurs, dec 14th

feeling like a pig today..
all i wanna do is to stay home n watch the korean drama 'Goong'.
forget abt all the groceries i've planned on getting..
i skipped my breakfast n lunch.
maybe not a pig afterall..=p

sis was the one planning d christmas party this yr`
will be held at vincent bro's place.
initially, she told me the date is 24th..then, 23rd..
i thought maybe i could join nicole's party then..
but most of them preferred it on sunday..so, it's back to 24th.
now i'm missing out on one great party..haiz`

random thoughts.. love karaoke!

wed, dec 13th

met nicole, leslie n justin in town for pepperlunch yesterday.
this time, leslie n justin will only be staying for a brief 2 weeks in sg..

almost a yr since we last met them, time really flies..
they havent changed a bit..=)
i'm always entertained by these frens of mine..
truly happy to see them again!!

went for retail therapy..both nicole n i bought a top..
we had 3 meals in that afternoon..lol..=p
ooh.. the brownie(bestseller no 1.) i bought at taka basement,
it's extremely delicious!!
i'll be sure to buy it again.

at night, kbox session was fun..
iren n david joined us but left shortly..
ben ben, rus, nicole n i sang n sang..lalalala all the way til 2am i think..
=D

i'm thinking of highlighting my hair black..
cos my colour violet seems a bit too bright now..
will be condemned during attachment can.
oh dear..eeks!

stories ard me~!

mon, 11/12

a day n a half trip in malaysia wasnt that bad..
i certainly enjoyed the ride in..uncle patrick's gf is so cool i say..
n besides all the usual gd food i ate in batu pahat,
she brought us to permas jaya in jb for a seafood dinner!
i like the place, gd view sitting by the coast..
just across the sea, i could see sg. =)

my motion sickness apparently hasnt gotten any better,
all becos of the inefficiency of m custom,
inevitable jam..brake-go-brake-go.. then
i started feeling nauseous(hate it!)
the only solution would be to sit in the front seat.
it helps greatly!

a stranger approached mum n mi the moment
we got off the car, at our carpark downstairs.
tall, unkempt hair, ridiculous guy.
he ordered us to stop n not go anywhere.
(i thought to myself, he doesnt seem like a policeman..)
the next moment, he got rude n threatening..

i shouted, "U dont have the right to stop us, who r u..?"

my mum was suprised n shot a glance at me.
i stood firm n waited for the answer.
he was apprehensive at first, hesitated a moment then
quicky introduced himself, saying he meant no harm.

i din believed him.
i was ready to run for help..
he seemed keen to explain further..
but mum wanted me to go back home..
nodding her head in affirmation, as if to tell me ' everything will be fine, go home first.'
believing her was easy. but not the stranger.

when i turned to leave,
he even bothered to add on, ' i'm not here to injure anyone....'
(i don noe if i believed wat he said, still i listened to mum....)

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i can only say there are so many stories surrounding us;
ur family members,
ur friends,
or strangers u never knew.

how eva-changing, mind-blowing, intriguing or sad..
it can all touch lives!!

i'm thankful for the many creators or writers ard. some, i esp like..
books, autobiographies.. i love!!
=D

wedding dinner

dec 9th..sat

i should be leaving for batu pahat this afternoon at 1pm..
another distant relative getting married..
i've attended quite a number of wedding dinners..
i wonder how many more in the near future?

i shall be back soon..=)

Happy Feet.. i love penquins!!

"Happy Feet"

this movie is gonna be my all time fav!!
i was practically bouncing on d cinema seat while watching..
truly entertained`
i love the digital effects, all too good!!
mambo~ he's way cool..
=D

love can be shared?

fri, dec 8th

chilled at obar n double o last nite with friends..
havent drank alcohol for a quite a while,
this morning, i woke up with a loosy head n stiff neck.
maybe i should go to the pharmacy n get this "fasten gel" for my neck..
recommended by risheng..

came upon some situations.
is it possible to fall in love with 2 person at the same time?
i think it's possible.
love can be shared, or not?
even parents distribute their love for their children..isnt it?
love exists in so many forms,
sacrificial, noble, undaunting..
u never really truly understand.

gonna catch "happy feet" at westmall.
=)

similarities?

tues, dec 5th

mum kept nagging..
i refused to budge.
n she chose her own method of lecturing.
she has her point. i have mine.
afterall, there's a diff between the mum n the daughter.
we dont see eye to eye at times.
tats for sure!

went to causeway point n met wan er after her sch..
told her abt W850i promo,
we actually had similar interest!
n for once, she went with her instinct without hesitation..lol..
once in a blue moon?
so, both of us will hold the same phone in less than 14 days time..

i realise that i've reached a stage in my life where i wanna make my own decisions.
just give me that tiny freedom ya`
don object, pls support.

goodilicious dinner at gram's

mon, dec 04

i'm getting pretty used to waking up in the day with no sense of timing..
hah! soon, i'll be helping sis with her materials work..
earn a bit of cash!

i went to gram's place for dinner just now..
it was goodilicious!
every single dish! especially the 'flower crabs'..
her culinary skills has to be passed on!
but i'm certainly not a gd choice. lol.

was supposed to meet ee n iren tonite at paradiz centre,
but they cancelled..
wat am i to do tml?

gd or bad?

sun, dec 3rd

after drinking the cough syrup last nite,
i was knocked out immediately..
managed to be awake at 11am this morning..
still a little giddy.
bad side effects!

mum asked her fren over to help with the paintings
of her room n the toilets..
i got pretty frustrated cos she always does things out of a sudden..
no warnings at all.
isnt it better to be prepared regardless of any matters?

oh, i received a msg from lindacousin.
W850i costs only $99 with a plan wi singtel.
=DD
wat a good bargain! i loved d phone.
i was perked up.. n asked mum if she could drive me down to westmall..
long queue.. waited an hr plus.
i was on the reservation list since W850i was out of stock.
lucky enough, with my existing line..
i could upgrade.
i cant wait to get my hands on it.

also bought ayumi's latest album 'Secret'.
i'm satisfied n blessed. =p

many plans coming up!

sat, 2nd dec

the past two days of attachment of HSE was pretty relaxing..
met two lovely friends..diana n kelvin.
i was practically crapping with them most of the time..
real glad to meet them.
=)

n this morning, mum brought me to acupuncture.
2 needles on my head, 8 on my neck/shoulder..
6 more at my left ankle..
aching badly man.
i was telling the physician abt my problems when i realise there were lots!!

some "do nots" i gotta stick to.
1) no cold drinks
2) no potato n oily stuff
3) no vigorous activities (sadly, i've got a flat foot..poor balance!)

pissed with myself now.
i should have taken better care of my body before.
will start doing so now..

came back hm, took a shower..
n hurried off to orchard with sis to meet lindacousin n others..
from there, lindacousin drove us there in her very pretty white VW.. (i'm mesmerised~) ^^
grandma's dinner treat at this teochew restaurant over at UE square was good..
afterwhich, sis n me cabbed down to vivo..
my first time there..
feels like a stranger..
kinda like the seaview from vivo!!

had plans to go st. james tonight but no one seems interested..
haiz..