Had attachment at ward 47..turns out i got to present a case verbally on wed..only one day to prepare..goodness shit.

i will be having afternoon shift tml n on wed..not that gd though..i don like going home late at night. For thurs n fri, i'm gonna be going to primary schools(hopefully near my area)..for school health services.

There's this salon who has gd hairstylists..now, they have a promotion for dye n cut (only 56 bucks) So cheap..i wanna go have my hair dyed!!! But the promotion ends on 31 Aug.

I cant possibly go tml morning right>? tues night n wed is out...so, i cant get the deal then.

i forgot to say happy birthday to my mum..(not even when she called..i guess i was so preoccupied with my cold)

But this excuse isnt gd enough..bad bad me..

Its not easy carrying a child...yea..

I've always thought i have an imperfect family..broken tat is..

Beatings n fear never fails to appear in my childhood..esp from my mum.

BUt y, y is it tat i love my mum so much? mm..perhaps she's adorable, stubborn..so much like a kid..one simply cant resist it~

LOVE vs HATE

tell me abt it..

bored

i watched a total of 5 movies at home yesterday...i'm certain my eyeballs were drying out!

Did not go to san gu's place(which i usually go on sat)

the pacifier

mr & mrs smith

guess who

hitch

fantastic 4

i probably am nuts..cos at this moment of time, i should be preparing for my upcoming tests.

But i just wasnt in d mood to do so.

So, its all shows n lazing ard yesterday.

N i woke up at 11am today..terrible..

time to get going on hw.

before tat, i should go exercise to keep myself alert.

From tml onwards, the whole wk i have got attachment..tiring again..sianz..

Cut that thought away* i need to be a gd student!!

Oh, meanwhile..i wont be changing my blogskin unless i find one that i like..

Tata!

sick

my head was heavy this morning when i woke up..probably cos i had too little sleep(slept at 2am last night, played pool with jinhai,darrell n ming rui..gosh! Jinhai is so thin.) ya, one may say its not very late..but for my body system, in additonal to the workload in school..it simply had to break down.

my nose is running..(not literally)..i felt cold n hot thruout d time in school..

finally, i couldnt take it..wanna sleep so i left, halfway thru my health info management lecture..

i was supposed to be meeting iren,ee,peishi n serene at jp fish & co for dinner (celebration of serene's birthday)..but goodness, i had a nap too long..was late.

At first, i was too tired n thought of not going..but i really don wanna spoil her day..

there wasnt a single cab in sight when i need it...ahh~

Food was alright, had fun chatting n joking ard.. watever i say, Ee always have something to diasgree with..Lol..putting me in embarrassment..(She's gd..at least both of us create chemistry)

Tat, she will definitely disagree again. Whew~ wat can i say.

I saw wendy at fish n co too..surprised.

I wonder who else are at arena at this moment in time..

auntie must be drinking, the rest enjoying themselves playing pool or singing..

n me, i need to sleep. again.

maria sharapova n her perfume

maria sharapova n TAG Heuer watch

Maria n watches

Officially on 22nd of Aug, maria sharapova (my idol) has been ranked No 1. in the wta rankings..

Wee~ fantastic! well, she's my age but has accomplished so much in her life. Definitely worth d salute! I liked her style, determination, domination in d courts. Off court, she's just as charismatic n fashionable! CooLest~

Partly because of her, i'd gotten to like TAG Heuer watches..

Mm..tat shall be my goal..buy one for myself.

Got to do my psycho presentation stuff..(headache ah)

Not only that, there's also d environmental health presentation coming up soon...(a lot to prepare)

Another patient education topic on exercise(i chose this) due few wks later..

Total of 2 theory tests, 1 lab skills test..(1 or 2 wks later..)

I'm gonna be crushed..but Thou shall Not be defeated~

I shall believe in myself: self-efficacy--->this word is always mentioned in my health psycho notes.

ps: i'm scared though. =P

Gender humour

Just something i read from my email..interesting gender humour though.

You may not know that many non-living things have a gender.

For example:

>>Ziploc bags are Male. They are male because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them.

>> Copiers are Female. They are female because once turned off, it takes a> while to warm them up again. It's an effective reproductive device if the> right buttons are pushed, but can wreak havoc if the wrong buttons are> pushed.

>> Tires are Male because they go bald and are often over-inflated.

>> Hot Air Balloons are Male because to get them to go anywhere, you have to> light a fire under them, and of course, there's the hot air part.

>> Sponges are Female because they're soft, squeezable and retain water.

>> The Web Page is Female because it's always getting hit on.

>> The Subway is Male because it uses the same old lines to pick people up.

>> The Hourglass is Female because over time, the weight shifts to the > bottom.

>> A Hammer is Male because it hasn't changed much over the last 5000 years,> but it's handy to have around.

>> The Remote Control is Female. Yes, you thought it would be male. But> consider this -- it gives a man pleasure, he'd be lost without it, and> while he doesn't always know the right buttons to push, he keeps trying.

Moods everywhere

The weather is giving me a headache..literally..sometimes i simply hate rainy days!

Had a bicker with sis..she's damn petty..fancy her doing all those stupid acts she did like pulling out the wires connecting d tv!(we had an argument on who should have a say on the remote control) And me being the stubborn one, will never give in..i hardly have time for tv shows in my room lo...i screamed like hell at her.."Wei~~~~"

In d end, i got to catch my fav korean drama"Da Chang Jin"...n she, gave up. Mainly cos her bf is at our place, so probably she didnt want to argue.

Soon afterwards, we were watching channel u's "superstar competition"..

We agreed more than bickering...on the contestants.

Let's just say when my interest goes along with hers...there is peace^^

When it doesnt, war starts!!

Haiz..how is it possible for two siblings to be so different..definitely opposite poles...

My younger brother is another trouble. Sometimes he seems ok, sometimes he's so rebellious..

Sure hope he gets past the rebellious stage fast...i'm going nuts just being pissed at his attitude..

guys, guys..always not thinking thru...

laters

Too busy

i'm quite torn apart! there's tons of stuff to do..yet i really Want(not willing to budge yet) to play..or rather have a break!

Big aunt(my mum's sis) says i've been spending more time on entertainment than studies n tats y i'm stressed...cos i'm not all so prepared for the upcoming tests n all..

i know i know..tv shows are addictive but i'm so addicted~ *not a good habit ya*

She has a point there..(earlier on, at her house..she gave me advices* nonstop..almost couldnt take it.) I realised my role now as an 18 yr old is to be a full-time student..but its so hard to be dedicated to this role with so many desires out there...tempting hah><>

So Now i'm thinking wats d purpose in life..my life>?

Study hard..

Get a job..

Have a home..

Family gatherings..

Frens get togethers..

Holidays..

Spending money looking lovely..

Enriched life with knowledge n experience..

life with problems here n there

bla bla bla..

emotions, feelings n thoughts of all sorts..

THAT's my life..suppos_ed life.

Very simple...mmm...

okies..got to sleep now..laters!

Cuties

Our school of health science has organised a national day cum nurses day's celebration today.
There was food, talentine, well-dressed competion n etc..
one thing gd from this: there was this duo team(both used to study in nyp), they sang so beautifully esp one of them(a bit like japanese n eurasian)
He's too cute n handsome tat i couldnt take my eyes off him when he sang.(he plays guitar as well.) ;)

They sang "now n forever","jay chow songs in medley", "this i promise you"
i recorded the last song in my hp..hee*

Another malay gal sang "end of me" by marion raven. Wow~ too gd..not as gd as marion raven though.

The rest of the contestants were crap! pardon me, just personal comment. who knows>< i'm evil

On my way to sch in d train, i saw a boy about 5 yrs of age? He has pretty features,very cute..i guess he'll be very attractive when he grows up. (he's mixed blood) Geez..i'm always looking at little bois..LOL. love their eyes lah..

grandfather is in d high dependency room now..i heard from him he almost couldnt make it this morning,doctor rescuing him(he was gasping for breath i suppose)
thank god..he's feeling better now.

I'm so tired..i need energy pills..so much to do in sch~

Unexpected!

Grandfather is admitted to sgh because of heart attack. He is scheduled for a bypass op tml.

Been visiting him these days..Its rather hard on grandmother too cos she has to go sgh everyday to accompany grandfather..her knee prob is acting up again, i often see her suffering in silence..yet there's nothing i could do but be with her. She refused to see a western doc. Life is so fragile. All of a sudden, anyone beside u can fall sick..aunt sarah n aunt hazel has been so busy just helping with the matters of grandfather. Like getting someone else to substitute for my grandfather's job. (driver)

I just hope everything will go well tml..esp cos tml is grandmother's birthday. Now, she cant even be happy cos of grandfather. I shall do my best to cheer her up! Gonna go sgh later n treat her to dinner.

Stayed over at san gu's place on fri nite, had dinner there with cousin,aunts n paternal grandma.

On sat, me n cousin linda went to kbox at cineleisure..we got a gd package plus lunch n totals up to only 16 bucks. So cheap! Quite some time since i last sang, cousin linda commented that i'm more suitable for cute songs.."diaow"anyway, it was total fun!

Shopped ard orchard. Had a BIg scare when i dropped my hp at topshop. Searched for it..just when i thought i lost it for sure, i found it. someone saw it n passed it to the saleslady i supposed.

Whew! cousin linda said i'm prone to losing electronic devices! so i had better not carry one ard.

Goodness, i lost a videocam once, my hp in hongkong(lost n found). I really need to be very careful when i go out..i simply cant do two things at one go...holding my hp n shopping for stuff.

Wats gonna happen next better be gd..