Too busy

i'm quite torn apart! there's tons of stuff to do..yet i really Want(not willing to budge yet) to play..or rather have a break!

Big aunt(my mum's sis) says i've been spending more time on entertainment than studies n tats y i'm stressed...cos i'm not all so prepared for the upcoming tests n all..

i know i know..tv shows are addictive but i'm so addicted~ *not a good habit ya*

She has a point there..(earlier on, at her house..she gave me advices* nonstop..almost couldnt take it.) I realised my role now as an 18 yr old is to be a full-time student..but its so hard to be dedicated to this role with so many desires out there...tempting hah><>

So Now i'm thinking wats d purpose in life..my life>?

Study hard..

Get a job..

Have a home..

Family gatherings..

Frens get togethers..

Holidays..

Spending money looking lovely..

Enriched life with knowledge n experience..

life with problems here n there

bla bla bla..

emotions, feelings n thoughts of all sorts..

THAT's my life..suppos_ed life.

Very simple...mmm...

okies..got to sleep now..laters!