hate arguments

i slept for more than ten hrs last nite n 2 more while nappin at gram's place.

perhaps tats one of d reasons y i cry(tears run so readily)

aunt sarah is known for being "chang qi"..n after running thru my mind whether i should comment on wat she is saying to my gram..i blurted those words..

"u went too far, .." which meant in my heart-> she shouldnt have said that kind of words to her own mum..

However, she simply thought i have no right to say so...n bla bla bla she went on..abt y she had to say those stuff...

simple stuff but she makes it so serious n she can still scold me without really saying it out from her mouth...

I simply hated it..arguments n all..

I din think enuff n i don want to...
Y make the world so complicated..when it already is..

(wat i wanted to say to my aunt, which i'm glad i held it back)
its like so natural for an old lady to worry for her daughters...
but y put words into her mouth when she din even think abt it..
i know u r knowledgable n all..but i think u sound so agitated, n i will never get my point across to u..i just cant..forget it.

i luv gram..she scalded her hand while cooking for me..sorry.