fat!

i realised my blog doesnt indicate the date.
cant be bothered so i guess i'll just include in every entry...

today's wed/31-5

june is arriving..2more days to my 2wks break!
SOOOooo looking forward~

i've been eating a lot lately..
calories shooting!
gone.
i'm gonna change everything..
diet, lifestyle...

great singapore sale is already on..
arh! not gonna be buying anything..still as broke.
sch fees so ex lo..
no choice le..

oh, i watched sg idol just now..
among d guys, there's only like 2 gd ones..
jonathan leong who sang - when u're gone.
man, one of d best.

dead beat..i fell asleep in d bus on my way hm fr work..
tml's afternoon shift..thank god.
time to rest.
out.

intolerable nite

last thur nite,
i hated.

had the biggest quarrel with dad.
the anger, fear, disbelief i felt..
all took place.

i have no idea tat a simple incident like hanging clothes matter..
to bring abt such indifference!

i was so disappointed n pissed with my dad for pushing the blame to me.
extremely upset while i argued with him...
kept asking me to respect him n tat bitch when he himself din bother to care for my feelings.
beat me, threaten me..my whole body had cramps.
i was so afraid i called sister for help.
i cannot face him any longer.

i'm so in a loss...
no matter wat i do, i can never live with tat bitch...
how am i gonna tolerate?
i'm keeping my options open til perhaps by end of d wk.
either to live with mum or stay.
dont noe, dont noe, don noe....
.................................................

twists n turns

i'm really in a mess i think.

i thought adults' affair shouldnt..u noe affect kids..
so in a way, i'm referring to myself.

i say my dad is a coward n idiot.
i've shed many tears..can do nothing but tolerate...
oh please, drop me a solution!!

there r really so many things to consider if i decide to move out.
n before i do, i shall destroy that bitch!
yes, i'm going bonkers soon.

right now, even a little thing can lift my spirits up..
thanks to a staff nurse who complimented me..lol
not on my work but my soft hair..
hahaa..
all thanks to loccitaine(wrong spelling?) conditioner.
well, simple things like>
i REALLY like ur hair?
like ur watch or something like tat certainly make ur day duncha think?

all i want now, is for my dad to leave me alone.

new ppl n happenings

i'm at mum's place now.
jon really is pissing me off!
his attitude is even worse off than me i admit.

now i noe how it feels like to snap at someone close to u.
he said to me..."y come over? no one asks u to come!"
he meant tat he detests me simply becos i'm using the com and staying over.
n he cant play com games..

it hurts.
i wan to be a part of the family.
but everyone's hiding in their box..
i tried occasionally to knock..
still, no reply.
haiyer!!!

i did wat i could today.
i just msg dad 'happy birthday'
i got surprised when he replied 'thank u'
at least something..

i met up with iren yesterday..
went to heeren, cine..
n i bought a top from edc.
was hesitant abt going clubbing last nite...
then again, din wanna disappoint..
got to noe jo n louis from iren..
we headed to m.o.s

rnb hip hop music we danced to..
really danced hard.
tired!

just now, played pool with iren..
i wasnt playing well..rather moody i guess.
=p

i need more time to rest indeed!

long while

been busy at work..
so tired these days..

wanted to update some stuff abt my trip at batu last friday..
but my com has been down these days..

now, its temporarily up again.
well, 3 days 2 nights there was great!
food, ppl n dancing..
lol..i miss them!


i left my hp at gram's place just now..
silly.
i guess i'm unreachable.

sgh posting

first wk of attachment at sgh..
3 more to go..
did dressing..seen injections,etc..
still gotta read up more..
so...not easy..
busy busy..

anyway, its PH tml..
i'm going to batu pahat with mum,sis,bro n grandparents..
in like 5 hrs from now..

its a rare trip tat the whole family can hang out together..
well, not exactly "whole"

holidays i like!!!

i watched "poseidon" yestd nite.
Was FANTASTIC!!!!
i could almost feel my butt jumping out the seat.
cool movie!

haave yet to catch M.I.3

i'm tired already..
physically n mentally drained~!!

tata

plannings

finished imh posting..
kinda miss the patients..they're real nice sometimes><

mummy fetched me back from hougang on friday..
returned home to see my er gu, da gu n her husband..
came fr malaysia for a visit..
nice!
as usual, our whole family went to have a welcoming dinner at golden bay restaurant.
to date, its my 2nd time there this wk..
on monday, my sis gave us a treat..at golden bay.
wat a coincidence!

my memory's failing. i hate.
okay, now i recalled..
slacked at hm till 3pm..
left hm, met up with iren n thomas..
i guess the humid weather caught up with our nerves..
so iren n i decided to get a hairwash at the salon.
felt totally refreshed after that. =DD

stupid i noe, thou i already had a wash b4 going out..lolz!
we cabbed down to amoh st to this pub named 'One Some'..
we entered to this room..inside..
pool table, karaoke, beer, cards..
it was thomas's birthday yesterday.
had wanted to stay longer but, promised michelle n peichin to club..

met up with them at 10pm plus..
we bought drinks fr 7-11..
then went to m.o.s
drank vodkas n baileys..
moved ard the club..
danced to diff genres of music..
tipsy..
=)

got a call fr mum at 2am..
she just finished her work, wanted to fetch me hm.
i was delighted la..can save on taxi..lolz!
got back to mum's place..
bathed, had fried beehoon for supper n i was off to dreamland...

stayed at hm today..
tidied my room..
did a bit of household chores..
bored, i still gotta shop for groceries later..

work at sgh for a month starts tml.
ohhhh...haiz..