intolerable nite

last thur nite,
i hated.

had the biggest quarrel with dad.
the anger, fear, disbelief i felt..
all took place.

i have no idea tat a simple incident like hanging clothes matter..
to bring abt such indifference!

i was so disappointed n pissed with my dad for pushing the blame to me.
extremely upset while i argued with him...
kept asking me to respect him n tat bitch when he himself din bother to care for my feelings.
beat me, threaten me..my whole body had cramps.
i was so afraid i called sister for help.
i cannot face him any longer.

i'm so in a loss...
no matter wat i do, i can never live with tat bitch...
how am i gonna tolerate?
i'm keeping my options open til perhaps by end of d wk.
either to live with mum or stay.
dont noe, dont noe, don noe....
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