twists n turns

i'm really in a mess i think.

i thought adults' affair shouldnt..u noe affect kids..
so in a way, i'm referring to myself.

i say my dad is a coward n idiot.
i've shed many tears..can do nothing but tolerate...
oh please, drop me a solution!!

there r really so many things to consider if i decide to move out.
n before i do, i shall destroy that bitch!
yes, i'm going bonkers soon.

right now, even a little thing can lift my spirits up..
thanks to a staff nurse who complimented me..lol
not on my work but my soft hair..
hahaa..
all thanks to loccitaine(wrong spelling?) conditioner.
well, simple things like>
i REALLY like ur hair?
like ur watch or something like tat certainly make ur day duncha think?

all i want now, is for my dad to leave me alone.